i guess…
damn its been forever, but its time! how is it possible that i can be around so many people and still feel so alone, just in SF! but people make their decisions and if thats how you want it fine. things will change and hopefully losing all the negative vibes and negative people around me will help me move forward and enjoy my time here more. Too much is going on, and i keep avoiding it because when i dont it hurts, but its time to face the facts and see all the crazy dumb and fucked up shit that is going on. things get worse before they get better right?
